The Road to Emmaus

Hello all,

As our time at Jubilee draws to a close (only 1 week left!), we would like to thank everyone that journeyed with us during our time here, either through prayer, a visit, or reading our blog.  It has been great to feel the support of those who love and care about us.  As our last week at Jubilee approaches, we are beginning to look ahead, to Pennsylvania, to finding an apartment and jobs and re-adjusting to life outside of Jubilee.  We have been in email contact with Habecker Mennonite Church, and getting involved with them and the 80+ Karen refugees they have in attendance brings us excitement.  Leaving Jubilee will most certainly be a bittersweet experience for both of us.

As my final post from Jubilee (I suppose we could continue the blog after Jubilee), here is a reflection I shared at worship last Sunday on the road to Emmaus story, found in Luke 24:13-35, reading the scripture before the reflection is recommended.  

Road to Emmaus Reflection (5/4/14)

Today we have a fairly long story that appears exclusively in Luke’s gospel, the Walk to Emmaus.  One thing to note, as we look at this story, is that Luke is a very precise writer, he chooses his words carefully, and throughout his gospel he proves to be an excellent story-teller.  Even if there are some details of his story that seem confusing or problematic to our modern, rational worldview, we should trust that they are not arbitrary, that Luke has a theological reason for telling this story the way he does.

Luke begins his first appearance story with two unknown followers of Jesus on a journey.  This comes right after the story of the women finding the empty tomb, and according to Luke’s timeline, happens later on that same day.  It is interesting to note that the first appearance in Luke’s gospel occurs to two completely unknown disciples, not members of Jesus’ inner circle.  One of the disciples remains nameless for the entire story, and the other, Cleopas, may be a Greek.  This detail follows the theme of Luke’s concern for the marginal and powerless, as he tells of two low-level disciples, one not even a Jew, and makes it the centerpiece appearance story in his gospel.  Later in verse 34, Luke mentions an appearance to Peter in passing.  He’s aware of the tradition, and thinks it should at least be mentioned, but to him it doesn’t even rate more than two sentences.  I’m already beginning to like this story, because it’s a story about the other disciples.  Peter was a great disciple, and there are many people like Peter, people with great passion and vigor.  People who are either dying for Jesus or walking on water after him, who live in the extremes and don’t spend too much time in between.  They are certain of their faith in Jesus, certain that he will do as he said, and willing to boldly and passionately follow.  But I’m not a Peter, and this story is encouraging, because it reminds us that Jesus doesn’t just appear to the Peters and Pauls and the super-disciples.  He appears to the other disciples too.  He appears to those who are confused, unsure, and skeptical.  He never appears to people who are not trying to follow him, but he doesn’t require perfect trust and obedience either, he appears in the messiness of life.

So, these two disciples are walking and talking, and feeling pretty dejected about the events of the last week, and Jesus appears, incognito, and asks them “What’s the matter?” 

Well, after they overcome their initial shock, that anyone could possibly not know what’s been happening, they launch into a whirlwind account of the last few years with Jesus.  They talk about how he was a great prophet, how he did many amazing miracles, and how he was arrested and tried.  And just as they get to the turning point of their story, right after they say that he was crucified, they let on to why this all really matters to them.  It was common for criminals and insurrectionists to be executed by crucifixion during this time, and it would have been sad to lose a close friend, but there was something more going on.  In verse 21 they say “But we had hoped that he was the one to redeem Israel.”  And then they go on to talk about the empty tomb and express their confusion over it and what it might mean, but that declaration in v. 21 is the reason for their joyless journey - “we had hoped that he was the one to redeem Israel.”  Just a week ago they were bursting with excitement, with hope, with expectation; they thought it was really happening, the Messiah was establishing his kingdom.  The hope of Israel for generations was coming to fulfillment.  They had listened intently to Jesus’ teachings, seen his healings, and they thought they knew and understood what it was all about.  The Romans were about to be overthrown, and Israel would once again be free under the benevolent reign of King Jesus.  But then it all came crashing down with Jesus’ crucifixion.  Their hopes are completely crushed, everything they’ve built their lives around for the past few years turns out to be nothing more than an unfulfilled dream.  And now they are despondent and confused and hopeless.  They had high hopes for Jesus, and in what to them seems like the long run, things went horribly wrong.

Oftentimes in our lives, that’s how we feel too.  That’s why this is a story for us, it’s a story for all those who have had great hopes of who Jesus might be.  It’s a story for the disappointed, the disheartened, the disenchanted.  Maybe we had hoped that Jesus would be the answer to our inner longing, that he would bring us peace and joy, but instead we still feel restless and unsatisfied with life.  Maybe we had hoped that Jesus would bring us unity, that we might feel the excitement of the early church as all gathered together in one mind and with one purpose.  But instead we are left with our arguments, our disagreements, our pettiness.  Perhaps we had hoped, against hope, that Jesus might bring miraculous healing when there was no other way, but instead we are left with pain and loneliness.  We have all experienced disappointed hopes, individually and corporately, and in this story, Luke lets us know, that in the height of our disappointment and confusion, Jesus is right there with us, we just haven’t noticed him yet.  This is not an easy out from pain, not a declaration that if you put your faith in Jesus you’ll feel better.  In this story, Jesus doesn’t reveal himself to the disciples instantly.  He doesn’t cut them off and say, “Sorry you feel that way, but I’m here, I’m risen, there’s no need for sadness.”  He lets them express their anguish, he lets them share their disappointed hopes, and he listens.  Jesus is with us, through life, sometimes he’s obvious, sometimes he’s hidden, but he’s always listening.

After the disciples tell Jesus about their frustrated hopes, Luke has a perfect opportunity for the big reveal.  After they finish their lament, Jesus corrects them in typical fashion.  Verses 25-26 sound like the type of rebuke he gave to his disciples over and over again during his life, he says “Oh, how foolish you are, and how slow of heart to believe all that the prophets have declared!  Was it not necessary that the Messiah should suffer these things and then enter into his glory?”  This seems like the perfect time for him to add, “I am Jesus, I have risen, your hope is not in vain” and for them to fall down and worship him, but Luke bides his time.  Then, just after that, in v. 27, we read that - beginning with Moses and all the prophets, he interpreted to them the things about himself in all the scriptures.  It seems like, while they were hearing him speak they would realize that this was Jesus, who else could interpret the scriptures so compellingly, but again, Luke waits.  Luke waits all the way until v. 31, when, after Jesus breaks bread, he is revealed and disappears in the same instant. 

So why does Luke wait so long in the story for the revelation of Jesus’ identity?  For Luke, revelation is a two stage process; it is both an intellectual and a physical activity.  Jesus is known by the word and by the bread.  It is only after Jesus has opened the scriptures for them and after Jesus has broken bread for them that the disciples recognize him.  At first it might seem like the only important part is the breaking of bread, since this is when they actually recognize him.  But Luke tells us that as they think back on their walk the disciples remember Jesus’ words and how their hearts burned as he was speaking to them from the scriptures.  In some way the scripture was an important pre-requisite to the bread breaking.

Again, this is a story for us.  This is a story for the doers, for those who find God in the actions of life, who experience God in the dirt and the bread and the physical world.  And it’s also a story for the thinkers, for those who reflect on the scriptures, who find God in Bible studies, and in thought and quiet reflection.  But God and Jesus are not fully known in either thoughts or actions, but at their intersection.  This means we need each other.  We need people who act, who jump into things and solve problems.  And we need people that reflect, who can see where God was at work in the scriptures, and where he might be at work today.

This isn’t to say that any of us is only one or the other, we all act and we all reflect.  We all participate in both these activities and encounter God through them.  But the benefit of a community of believers is that different people have different gifts, and someone’s weakness might be another’s strength.

The beauty of this story is that, in the end, the disciples realize that Jesus had been with them all along.  He had been there in their despair and anguish, and he had given them what they didn’t even know they needed.  But after they recognize him, he doesn’t stay with them, and they don’t sit around and enjoy a meal together.  He immediately disappears and they immediately go.  They know they have to tell others.  Christ is not with us through our despair just so we can feel better in the end.  Christ is with us through our despair so we can share that news with others who need to hear it.

This is a story for all of us, a story for those with shattered hopes, and disappointed dreams.  A story for the thinkers and the doers.  A story for the other disciples, those who lack the boldness and clarity of Peter.  Wherever you are on the road to Emmaus, whether you’re confused and despairing or rejoicing at the wonders of the risen Christ, this is a story for you. 

May God grant us eyes to see and ears to hear the risen Christ.  May our despair be turned to joy and our mourning into dancing.  May we have confidence that no matter how desperate our lives become, Christ is beside us, full of love and compassion, always listening.  Amen.

- Nate

Animals and Such - you know this post is by Sabrina :-)

Jubilee's friendliest goat. She has so much personality and always wants attention.

A billy. I think this picture says plenty about him. :-)

This is one of the babies born to this mom. The other is brown with white spots and was rejected by mom. I'm bottle feeding it.... see picture below.

Here is Brownie (named by the partner kids who live here at Jubilee).

 

 

 

 

 

 

This is Sadie our guard donkey.

 

 

The other set of goat twins. This one is still living with mom, but we decided to bottle feed the other since she was so small. See below for her.

This is Gracie who is the other baby I'm bottle feeding.

Meet Jubilee's newest family. :-) They make sure everyone knows they are here with their loud calls.

This is Rosa. She's 3 weeks old and will hopefully join our milking team when she grows up :-).

Meet Gracie. She's the smaller of the 2 I'm bottle feeding but is the most curious and outgoing too. Today she got herself stuck in a bucket (I'm not sure how she managed to get in) and was bawling for me to get her out. Her mom was taking care of her but didn't have enough milk to feed 2 babies. So she came to live with Brownie. :-)

Meet Brownie. He's not a direct sister to Gracie (although they share a dad) but he looks like he could be. He was rejected by mom, so I took over that roll. He's pretty shy and awkward. He's always falling over his legs and begging for more milk.

Sweet potatoes that Nate is in charge of growing for planting this spring.

The flowers at Jubilee are springing up from the ground!

Swartzentruber family, I think these are the daffodils you planted a few years ago.

We celebrated 4 years of marriage with a weekend away at this cabin. A former board member has this on his property close to Athens (30 mins away). It's really neat!

I hosted the spring break group from EMU. We had a lot of fun together. Kosol (youngest partner kid) even made it in the picture.

Nate cleaning the chimneys.

My Pre-K kids having fun with clean up. It's easy to make a game out of erasing the board :-).

Some of the bamboo on Jubilee property. Nate helped plant and transplant some new stalks. The Karen like to eat the baby bamboo shoots when they first emerge from the ground.

Nate and his student playing some tether ball on a sunny day.

Hope you enjoy the photo update!
-Sabrina-

What Exactly is Jubilee? (Part II)

What Exactly is Jubilee? (Part II)

In an earlier post, I wrote a bit about how Jubilee is structured and what its self-identification as an Intentional Christian Service Community means.  Today I'm going to delve a little deeper into how things at Jubilee run.  While most people think of Jubilee primarily as an organization that helps refugees, for the purposes of explaining how things at Jubilee run on a daily basis, it might be more helpful to think of Jubilee as a group of people that are choosing to live and work together.  The fact that some of that work includes refugees isn't the main point of this post.

Any group of people living together needs some sort of structure, at Jubilee the core of that structure are the Partners.  These are folks that are committed to living at Jubilee for at least 2 years or till God calls them elsewhere.  They will have been at Jubilee at least a year before they make the decision, along with the community's feedback, to become a Partner.  They keep their individual assets (mostly), but there are certain things, like vehicles, that individual Partners don't own.  Instead, Jubilee owns about ten different vehicles that the Partners and other staff use for work and recreational purposes.  Currently there are 16 Partners at Jubilee, and they have the most responsibility for organizing Jubilee's life together.  The Partners have a weekly business meeting where they decide anything from whether an old tree should get cut down, to if new buildings should be built at Jubilee.  The Partners are the long term core of Jubilee, and many have been here for over a decade, they provide stability for the community, especially with the high turnover of refugees and volunteers.

A step back from the Partners, there are Apprentices and Novices.  These are both medium term commitments of 1-2 years, with the expectation that after being an Apprentice or Novice for 2-3 years, someone still interested in being at Jubilee would consider becoming a Partner.  Novices don't have a set "term", their time commitment to Jubilee is open ended, and they are in the process of discerning whether partnership is something they wish to pursue.  Novices will eventually either decide to become Partners, or decide to move on to other things outside of Jubilee.

Apprentices have a more defined time commitment, 1 year.  At the end of their year, Apprentices can either extend for an additional year, or become a Novice if they wish to start thinking about Partnership.

Apprentices and Novices both sit in on the Partners' business meetings, and all have job roles within the community and autonomy to fulfill their job roles and schedule their own work time.  However, they do not vote on issues and are excluded from a handful of Partner meetings.

Finally, there are Volunteers, who come for 3-5 month terms, and mostly work at the school teaching English (along with a few other work roles depending on interest).  Volunteers have scheduled work time, and aside from teaching, are usually working with a Partner/Novice/Apprentice.  They have little formal input on the decision making process, since their short time commitment to Jubilee means they likely won't be around for the outcome of major decisions.

So, that is the Jubilee structure in a nutshell.  For all staff, there are shared lifestyle expectations, including a limited use of technology for entertainment, hanging clothing out to dry, and other things that Jubilee feels promote a more sustainable and relational lifestyle.

Nate

January and February picture post

This is Cabin #6 for refugee families to live in while at Jubilee. We have 6 cabins in total plus a small apartment in the school. They range in size from a one bedroom to a large 3 bedroom with 2 lofts areas for sleeping as well. All have one bathroom and a combined kitchen/dining area and most have a large front porch. Cabin # 6 is a 2 bedroom that is attached to the childcare room where children ranging from a few months to 3 years play while classes are in session.

One of the bedrooms in Cabin #6. Most bedrooms in the refugee cabins have bunk beds to maximize the occupancy and sleeping options.

The 2nd bedroom in Cabin #6.

Nate and I were doing a "pre-cleaning" of this cabin, so here he is washing dishes in the kitchen/dining area.

We work hard to make sure everything looks as new as possible for the next residents. This stove had a brief kitchen fire on it and was reallllly dirty before I got my hands (and muscles!!) on it. It was hard work scrubbing it to pure white again!.

Just us. Bundled up even in the South. It's been an especially cold winter in the States and unfortunately Georgia is not an exception, although today I did enjoy a nice walk in close to 60 degree sunshine.

I celebrated 27 years of life with a bunch of kids eager to taste the DELICIOUS banana cake Nate helped make for everyone.

I'm not a baker, but with some help produced some pretty good looking bread. It tasted great too, but us a little "yeasty" in the center.

Oh yes, we even got a snowy winter. Here's the K-house during our snow storm which put a nice 2 inches on the ground. It's very unusual for Comer, GA to see snow, and it was the first time for all of the refugees. They finally got to see what their crazy English teachers kept describing as "very very very cold" during weather related lessons.

Snow goats. :-) They seemed unfazed by the snow.

We even had to work in it. Here a group of us are chopping and hauling wood that will be put away for next year's use.

The Jubilee road in the snow. 

We hope all of you up North are staying warm!

-Sabrina-